Last night was the first night I could feel the little bean kicking all night! So exciting. She’s getting so strong! Also, today I am 20 weeks! Oh, how time goes by. I’ve also been having some ridiculous dreams lately. One where I gave birth to two kittens. So crazy!
Grow hair, grow. This baby has made it grow but I’m so impatient. I miss having hair past my boobs. It’s barely past my shoulders. My body isn’t tired just yet. So I’m watching When Harry Met Sally. This is probably one of my favorite movies of all time. I want to paint my nails but I’m too indecisive about the color. I also want to sleep but that isn’t happening.
My belly is getting so big. & this little bird kicks me every night. Pregnancy is a pretty brilliant thing. I had heartburn for the first time ever the other night. Not fun! I was so tired & homesick & uncomfortable that I couldn’t stop crying & the poor boy thought I was dying. He ran to the gas station & grabbed me some Tums. Let me tell you, those things are gross! But they worked & I fell fast asleep.
Blah, frustrated with everything. I have to put in my two weeks for the bread bakery. I love that job but it’s so exhausting & I lift such heavy things. I will still be baking cupcakes. Hopefully a lot more so I do not die of boredom! It’s hard to leave a job that you love, especially this early on. Hohum. Also, apparently the boy is upset with me because I blame him for things constantly. On top of it all, I’m so homesick. I miss my best friend. I miss North Carolina. I miss my parents & all of my friends. It’s starting to hit me that I’m going to be having a baby & my mum is hours away. I want her to be minutes away when this kid is born. I want her to be around when I need her.
I’m starting to show more. It’s getting harder to keep this a secret. Plus, someone has been telling people. I know who it is. I don’t appreciate it at all. But I won’t even go there.
I can also feel the baby move around. It’s pretty magical. It doesn’t happen often just yet, mostly in the morning. I’m so excited for this baby to be here. I will be seventeen weeks tomorrow! Time goes by so quickly these days.
Jim & Pam’s wedding just made me cry. I’ve been watching The Office & cleaning our room for awhile now. Time to head into work. Boo!
She’s a dreamer.
Three weeks of laundry.
Milk & cookies.
Meow.
Just realized I haven’t done laundry in three weeks. & I still have clean clothes. It’s time to clean out my closet! Its too hot to think. I’ve been extra sleepy lately.
My babes.
